The Kid that breaks you? thats was Trixie for me, my pot of gold.

I swear of this kid was my 1st, she been my last.

Why doesn’t this child sleep? why? like ever. Mind as I write this blog, right now? she’s napping/sleeping and it’s 6:25 and that means she won’t sleep til 2am if she wakes up again (please don’t get back up kid) I’m exhausted.

The other day I wrote this amazing blog, my internet crashed, I lost it. She then kicked me in the head for 2 hours after. I felt “great” that day.

Why lie man? why say it’s all roses and being a parent is easy? It’s only easy if your not tired. I’ll shout that out for those in the back “IT’S ONLY EASY IF YOUR NOT TIRED”.

That’s right guys it’s dam hard a lot of the time because your nackard, your half asleep, because in effect your not only working your normal job, your working a job being a parent, looking after a house, trying to live, the lot.

You know who doesn’t help you do this? 2 year olds? they don’t help.

But dam there so amazing and cute and bring you so much love and joy and you just forgive them.

For example Trixie ripped the arms off my doll the other day, just for laughs and stood there and said “there’s the arms, there’s your doll, it’s now got no arms” and smiled at me. As wounded as I was her smile won me over and I was right yeah fair enough don’t do that again because that makes mammy really sad and it’s not nice. she said “sorry mam” melted my heart and won me over and I forgive her and give her a biscuit!!

How! how did that work! she just ripped the arms off my collectors doll and here I am giving her a biscuit. Why? because i’m exhausted and soft thats why. Or maybe she’s just smarter than me at 2?

Is she The kid that breaks you?

Anyway this is a shoot we had a few months back that brings me joy still.